So,...55, it feels much the same as 54, a few more aches, a few more lines, a lot more lbs and a few more regrets.
Trying very hard to see the positives but I'm really not sure, there's some bright spots in my love life, but lots of complications, some serious downsides to my finances due to the previous misfires of my love life.
I spent the day largely alone, doing some work, and not finding much pleasure in it.
I am also starting to look to new pastures, not something I've done for a while as I've been very happy here, but lack of engagement with work and brexit are making me re-evaluate what it is I want from life, and at the moment I've not toally decided. I see 20 years of mortgage still to pay, and a sense of tiredness and lack of working motivation thats hard to really get over. I work all the time, but seem to achieve very little.
meh....55 kinda sucks, I wish I could go back to 50, that was much more fun, but onward...ever onward.
Ahthankyew
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