Wednesday, 14 January 2026

A sense of purpose....

Yeahhhh that... its missing.. I am certainly enjoying getting up without alarm clocks, but my days don't currently have a massive sense of purpose. I have some support work to finish on my Book website, which is proving problematic as my nice new Mini PC while a very solid bit of kit, isn't quite up to the job of doing video edits... dammit, more money needed on a new PC soon.

But overall, yeah... I am finding the lack of purpose to be quite a factor.. As I get fewer and fewer emails from students (basically none) asking for help I find my need to check up on them, also reducing..

Its bascially called letting go...that sense of responsibility and need to help, no longer has a purpose in our new life and it is...honestly a bit scary.

The Book website needs to be my prime focus for at least the next month or so, starting to get readers contacting me... so I suspect once I get enough of them asking for help I will again have some purpose.. But overall..its quiet....too quiet :D



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