ok going to say it now, I'm feeling incredibly down, the end of the book has meant I've had a little bit of time to myself, and its kinda depressing that Im no further on in my life than I was 2 years ago.
Not going to go into details but it is getting to me.I was supposed to be at a concert tonight, but going alone didn't really appeal to me so I gavce the tickets to friends. I've got another thing non Friday, going to see Ricky Gervais, that will be funny so I'm going to go, and take my friend Liz, it will hopfully cheer me up, but I wish it could be someone I'm in relationship with...its just not happening..
Also the coding work I am doing is actually giving me a lot of stress, I managed to achieve some very major things in the last couple of days, getting graphics working across almost all linux targets and today working out the problem and a fix for the keys on linux
I was initially delighted at cracking these 2 tricky issues, but now I'm just feeling exhausted and down. If I keep working I'm distracted, if I stop, the shittiness of life kicks back....
guess I just have to keep busy.
ho hum....better not start singing sad songs on the guitar, I'll depress the neighbours
Ahthankyew
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Don't let the world bring you down. Of course, we all have our ups and downs. But if we keep on getting stuck on the downs we don't get to appreciate the rest. I enjoy drinking my problems away sometimes but it doesn't fix what is. All we can do is change our perspective and try to appreciate what we do and can do right now. You say you teach students, then you must be some kind of motivation for them as well. I'm sure that to them you are their future, maybe even an example. you've probably heard this rant more often from friends or family or others. But you seem like a funny guy people would appreciate. An overall theme in your posts is negativity about or surrounding yourself.. I'm sure life isn't always that bad. (although I understand you might also just need a place to rant, and what better place than a private blog?)
Don't let the world bring you down. Of course, we all have our ups and downs. But if we keep on getting stuck on the downs we don't get to appreciate the rest. I enjoy drinking my problems away sometimes but it doesn't fix what is. All we can do is change our perspective and try to appreciate what we do and can do right now. You say you teach students, then you must be some kind of motivation for them as well. I'm sure that to them you are their future, maybe even an example. you've probably heard this rant more often from friends or family or others. But you seem like a funny guy people would appreciate. (of course I do understand that we all need somewhere to let go on a bit and rant, and what better place than a private blog right?)
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