Well, what can you do...it seems fate or whatever cosmic entity responsible for kicking me squarely in the nuts at the point of extreme happiness has struck again.
After finally realizing there was something to look forward to in the future, I now discover its a lie. Amazingly it really wasn't my fault this time, or the result of growing apart or any of those other things I can pinpoint that caused the end of past relationships.. I had to end it when the basic trust of the relationship was smashed apart.
ho hum, better get used to a life time of utter disappointment and Lord of the Rings marathons.
Oh and I have another cold, which has kept me up all night....life certainly can suck sometimes.
Mum, please don't bother me with this...its done, I am fine, I will get over this but I really don't want to talk about this for some considerable time.